I guess it's not too weird for me to go 20-ish days without making a blog post, I mean, it's not because I don't want to, it's more because I just... I dunno! Whenever I've tried to type out an update it's turned out very boring and dry, so I just haven't. I have read all the new comments on my guestbook though and I really appreciate them, thank you everyone :)

I've done some... STUFF recently. I ended up passing both my classes! I passed Oceanography with a D but it still counts. My GPA took a hit from it but I'm still above a 3.0 so I'm very happy with that. Since it's Summer and FAFSA doesn't cover Summer classes I'll just have to wait for Fall classes to start up. Summer won't be too boring though, my dad and I are going to go camping near the end of June so I have something to look forward to.

Some recent media I've watched: Madoka (very good), Monty Python and the Holy Grail (pretty funny), The Sword in the Stone (1963, it was just okay but it's definitely got me more interested in those King Arthur mythos). I've also started watching Breaking Bad which I enjoy, and somehow I've never been spoiled on what happens.

As for this site, I changed the blog's font to sans serif, because I asked a friend with dyslexia how my custom font looked and he said some of the words were hard to read so I went with something more accessible.
I'm also planning to make a page where I go more indepth about music I like since I listen to it almost constantly every day, but it's a WIP for now.

For a long time I've wondered how my blog must look to passers-by. People who aren't as shut-in as I am; people who're a little more... ABLE to be a normal member of society. It's not because I don't want to, but it's hard given the fact that. Well. There's stuff wrong with me lol. It kinda reminds me of when I read about that reporter who shot herself on live TV, Christine Chubbuck. It really stuck with me, especially this part:

People tried to help her but nobody could because they just weren't capable of understanding. But I think I get it, I'm a little out of gear too, just in a different way. It's one of those things where you can't understand unless you've been in that position, and it can feel really... isolating.

Okay... I don't like when my blog posts end on a depressing note so here's a video I really like: